Dreadful Manner

Budget Dinner- My friend Karen broke up with her boyfriend and I made this dinner under RM12 to show her that we don't need boyfriend's financial income to put food on the table.

The outcome, one complete dinner and Karen's will to live. *SHHHHSHH* dont tell her I said that.

This was an impromptu meal as I didn't have time to prepare, plus there were contradiction between the 4 of us because we couldn't choose the best dish. Well at least I didn't have to call the fire department because I can cook now (don't laugh at me).

By the way, did I mention that I can also bake?

Until the next time my friends,,

Yes internet people, I am officially old. This week my inadequacy has been magnified by x1000 times because my birthday arrived. For many regular people birthday is a day for joyfully celebration and in my case my birthday celebration is a length of 7 days of hectic no-rests events.

(=_=) You: if you think you are "busy" then you should not spend a week for celebrations?
(^_^) Me : many(MANY..lol)years ago, I’ve promised my friends that I will go out with them.

*claps claps* I have always envy people who are able to relax through life [sarcasm not intended]. My life schedule is chaotic, yup I do admit that I took this upon myself but I stand by the saying “live your life to the fullest”. Ok I will not bore you with too much details of my life. Moving on, I spent my birthday week to fulfill empty promises by going out with my friends. My birthday is just a decoy for going out with them, having said that I sincerely appreciate their efforts. Therefore thank you everyone for all the well wishes and present that I have received.

Let’s fast forward and skip all those details,
(I edited some photos for fancy effect but then I got bored...so enjoy these fresh photos).



[Birthday love of 2010]

[Some cards, La Mer's mirror, etc]

[LG KP500, Frame, etc]

[SJP Lotion, ParisHilton Perfume, etc]

Personally I no longer look forward to watching movies with my friends but it is only because I can’t seem to control my emotion during tears jerking scenes. We will all leave the cinema and they will grab tissues for me. (T^T) *sobs sobs*

Recently I went on a wild hunt for the latest movie to watch and there has been a big hype on Avatar. Everyone said I will definitely cry so I decided to watch the movie alone (pity me right? you have seen those people who sat all alone at the cinema thinking to yourself that they are alone because they are “friendless” then you are wrong, now I understand that people choose to watch movie alone because THEY HATE BEING TEASE IF THEY CRY).

Back to the movie Avatar, my review only focuses on the relationship part as my current position would only allow one short piece of my mind to be type out.
A very short synopsis for Avatar,

As much as I enjoyed Avatar, the whole storyline of romance touched me yet there were many loopholes of relationship displayed. From the very beginning, Neytiri was intrigued by Jake. She said she saved him because he had no fear. But then Jake attracted tree-seeds and Neytiri was more and more fascinated to Jake since the tree-seeds were "pure spirits" drawn to him.

Later on, I got thinking about relationships. You and I can sit here and read about the definition of relationships though how many of us truly understand the real meaning of it. You may ask yourself “how much are you willing to sacrifice for your spouse and to which extent is giving up too much?”. There are those who bear equal parts in their relationship but why do I always find myself giving more or is it because I hoped too much?

Being an adolescent, I am stuck in a world where young people are supposed to enjoy their life with meaningless purchase of materialistic items and not drown in my own thoughts. Even in terms of blogging teenagers love to show off their purchase items, friends or even accomplishment but I choose to blog about “my boring old thoughts”

To keep myself sane, I involve myself with many activities that filled up my days in order to push my mind from thinking too much. As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a person will find true love (yes as clichés as it sounds, I still believed in true love) but I just need an answer to this question have I found my Jake?

Hi internet, it’s been months since I have updated. There are lots to discuss about on this post.
Initially, I wanted to make this a quick post (people hate reading much- likewise here).

Let’s begin with a review on this certain fragment of my life: COLLEGE
To be really honest I love college life as the times for classes are GOD-MADE timetable for anti morning person like myself. But compared to memories I really missed my secondary school life. When I was stuck at high school there were many tales from seniors that stated how much they missed being 17.

This was my response:

"I want to go collegeeee~!"

(finally found one picture that she wont kill me for posting)

Dear Internet and Public Eye of my official journal,

I felt the need to rant about my personal life. As all of you know I don’t have a driving license. However this will all change very very very very soon. I’ve been attending my 12hours driving classes. To be honest, I am not a good driver [period we shall not go into much details].

There was a minor [little, not big, DON’T BE SHOCK] accident at home, my friend and I came up with this “genius” idea that ended up with two broken cars but luckily there were no bloody stains. But somehow, that accident is the type of issues that bring spices into my life. [Now, now, now... I am not saying that I adore being involve with accident but part of growing up is to learn how to survive on your own].

[This was a quick message to alert you guys that Miss Chan will very soon be able to drive, and I would drop by to visit you guys soon kay?]

By the way I am sure you are curious about my result on my "Ujian Bahagian I"